public blog

recently i am thinking about doing a public blog for me. HOw about it?
what should htis public blog show?
1. share: thoughts, books, musics, ideas, news, websites, anything.
2. reponse from other people. great!
3. connection with friends. i seldom use messenger and i am now away from malaysia. Therefore it is good that the blog can serve as a place to stay connect with friends.

ok. do it!

i want to lead a creative life. Can i? or Will i?
Cherish the life here with babe. Remember to give her suprise every week.
i am just like the guy who spy on the couples in the movie ' the other's life'
i wan t to lead a creative life. That's why i buy yoga.

babe's future

Overall, babe is not suitable to study Ph.D. She doens't like to do research. Reading textbooks making her headache. She is suitable to be a piano or music teacher. She can schedule her timetable. She is free to plan her schedule. Therefore, i should find out some info about working in U.S.

How about being a teacher in U.S.? I don't know if it work. Let's find some info.

refresh my soul

Everyday write a diary to reflect what have done throughout these day.
I got the admission from U of maryland. I am happy with the result. Studying phD In U.S. has always been my dream.
In order to improve my skill in physics, i need to study more.
I have been very worried throughout these day about my application result.
Taking a good rest.


I hope that i can refresh my idea about this world and life everyday. Through reading or anything else. visiting museum, exhibition. Go to country, forest.
Talking with new friend. I find that i am easy influence by environment. I nedd new place so that i can stay fresh .

I hope i can train my body. Health is a very important factor in life.

What lifestyle are you pursuing?
1. fun, happy : reading good books. playing sports game. traveling.

2. meaningful:
3. healthy:
4.



What should life be? earning a lot of money? is money important ? so important to sacrifice my dreams? what 's your dreams? a physicist? why?

What is your ideal physicist?

love physics? why?
love to think about physics? why?
like to ponder and wonder about this world?

丘成桐

有许多很聪明很厉害的人可能是研究生甚至是教授，往往你给他一个问题，他可以很快给 你一个答案，同时是很不错的一个答案。可是很多这样出色的学生或是教授，过了很久以 后，你总会觉得他没有做出很好的成绩出来。问题是，你解决的问题太容易了；没有再花 很多精神去考虑这个问题。尤其在我们中国人最缺乏的，就是在做中学生或是大学生的时 候，没有将一个问题从头到尾仔细考虑清楚，并没有真正的全部了解，这是个很重要的问 题。从一个很小的问题，我们可以引发很多不同而且有意思的问题。思考要自己训练，不 单是在联考或在大学的时候，老师出个题目，你考了一百分就完了，假如这样的话，你很 容易就满足你自己，你不觉得问题有什么意思。往往出名的研究是在很平凡的问题里面， 不停的思考所找出来的，很多人因为很快将问题解决了，便不愿再想下去，所以不能够再 启发新的东西。科学的研究，不是解决人家已经晓得的问题。当一个科学家问一个好的问 题的时候，即是成功的一半。因为科学的推动是从不断的找寻新的问题，新的方向出来的 ，解决从前的问题虽是个重要的推动方向，可是我们还要找出新的方向，而不单是解决从 前的问题。我们知道在物理上解决问题的时候，往往大的或出名的公式是将前面固定的理 论推翻，而找出新的路子。为什么大数学家或大物理学家能够做到这个地步呢？因为他们 不断的问问题。有时候在一般人来讲很明显的问题，在出名的科学家看起来，就不见得很 明显。为什么不明显呢？因为我们有不同层次的问题要一路考虑下去。问问题的能力是一 个很重要的训练，并不是花很多功夫就可做到，我想在我们中国的小学、中学或大学里都 没有很好的做到这一点，我想从小应该做到这一点的。

feel bad

I just wondered my family affected my life a lot.
although i came from a poor family, i really have a good life. I feel inferior in my high school years because almost all my friends are living in a richer family than i have. I feel bad at that time.

Now you are an adult now. I should learn how to endure my inferior feeling.
Ya, no one is perfect.

I don't like the feeling of depending on others. However, have a thick face, ya, i means shamelessness is good for people like me. It doesn't matter as long as you get your things done without hurting yourself.


Second, I have two defects to correct. They are 'careless and casual','delay'.


I feel bad here, don't know why. life without you are nothing.
I would like to go some place to cure myself.

love problem

Let's reflect on the things this week.1. Writing: you didn't spend any hours on it! Please write something!2. recommendation letters: You should go and ask jia to write for you. Please don't hesistate on important things!Eating: i will like to try eating good foods starting from today. exercise:i am panic now. Waiting babe to get up. Our love has too much quarrel. She is hard than me. Everytime we quarrel, i am the one to say sorry, although i think i am doing no wrong. I feel bad. She is always wants to break up after quarrel.

healthy life style

I want to make this week an healthy week.
1. Eat vegetable, if can : since babe has interested in vege food, then let us has
once meal a day in pure vege.
2. buying, eating good product: by this i mean we can go to some place selling
organice food.
3. doing exercise: babe swims once a week. How about you? you should also do
some exercise. Yoga is good and we should continue to do it. How about
jogging? You have the time to do so, ok?
4. sleep early:

New years!!!

The new year is coming! I am staying home because babe has gone to her teacher's house by command.
I hope i can achieve some targets:
1. Building good relations:
I want to have good relations with babe,my family,friends,teacher and people around me. I hope i can become a person who give love frequently and unconditionally and bravely.

2. correct some bad habits.

There are some habits that are not good, as mentioned by babe. There are : smell things, biting fingernails, eating rushly and untidily. Let's get rid of them.

3.

I also have some wishes:

1. I hope that i can have a good relations with babe. I love her very much and i think i should have a long term relations with her in future. I hope that we can stay together even after i go to u.s. I need to plan the things!

2. I wish i can get the admission! The best admission will be the one with scholarship, no matter which school is it. I hope that i have no economic problem while i am studying at there.

3. I wish i can publish my own result in a scientific journal. I have done the research for a long time so i hope i can have a good result.

4. I hope that my family's member can all be healthy. I am worried about grandma and mum and dad. I wish them healthy. for my brothers, I hope them can have good result in their study or work.

Happy new Year!