feel bad

I just wondered my family affected my life a lot.
although i came from a poor family, i really have a good life. I feel inferior in my high school years because almost all my friends are living in a richer family than i have. I feel bad at that time.

Now you are an adult now. I should learn how to endure my inferior feeling.
Ya, no one is perfect.

I don't like the feeling of depending on others. However, have a thick face, ya, i means shamelessness is good for people like me. It doesn't matter as long as you get your things done without hurting yourself.


Second, I have two defects to correct. They are 'careless and casual','delay'.


I feel bad here, don't know why. life without you are nothing.
I would like to go some place to cure myself.

love problem

Let's reflect on the things this week.1. Writing: you didn't spend any hours on it! Please write something!2. recommendation letters: You should go and ask jia to write for you. Please don't hesistate on important things!Eating: i will like to try eating good foods starting from today. exercise:i am panic now. Waiting babe to get up. Our love has too much quarrel. She is hard than me. Everytime we quarrel, i am the one to say sorry, although i think i am doing no wrong. I feel bad. She is always wants to break up after quarrel.

healthy life style

I want to make this week an healthy week.
1. Eat vegetable, if can : since babe has interested in vege food, then let us has
once meal a day in pure vege.
2. buying, eating good product: by this i mean we can go to some place selling
organice food.
3. doing exercise: babe swims once a week. How about you? you should also do
some exercise. Yoga is good and we should continue to do it. How about
jogging? You have the time to do so, ok?
4. sleep early:

New years!!!

The new year is coming! I am staying home because babe has gone to her teacher's house by command.
I hope i can achieve some targets:
1. Building good relations:
I want to have good relations with babe,my family,friends,teacher and people around me. I hope i can become a person who give love frequently and unconditionally and bravely.

2. correct some bad habits.

There are some habits that are not good, as mentioned by babe. There are : smell things, biting fingernails, eating rushly and untidily. Let's get rid of them.

3.

I also have some wishes:

1. I hope that i can have a good relations with babe. I love her very much and i think i should have a long term relations with her in future. I hope that we can stay together even after i go to u.s. I need to plan the things!

2. I wish i can get the admission! The best admission will be the one with scholarship, no matter which school is it. I hope that i have no economic problem while i am studying at there.

3. I wish i can publish my own result in a scientific journal. I have done the research for a long time so i hope i can have a good result.

4. I hope that my family's member can all be healthy. I am worried about grandma and mum and dad. I wish them healthy. for my brothers, I hope them can have good result in their study or work.

Happy new Year!