physics preparation

i was attempted to do something bigger in my life.
What is something great you can do?
1. Presentation is a way for you to share with your fellows and boss your new discoveries and works. More importantly, you can discuss your current problems with them. Therefore, you have to prepare well for your presentation.
2. Foundamental question is very important to you. Therefore start to study Jackson's.

cleaning my room

you feel frustrated because of sound, mind, view has too many rubbish. What are these rubbish? The noise from fan, the untidy desk and room and random thought make me feel annoyed and cannot get to work.

Therefore, let us start to clean our room!

x'mas

x'mas day!
i will go to have good dinner with babe today and will take photo at the east taipei where there are a lot of great x'mas tree! Hope she will feel happy today!

Anything to review?
Ya, first of all, to be a good theoritical physicist, you need now three things: good analytical and numerical technique and knowlege, creativity of solving problems, good command in programming and english.
So, let us work on these three things!

determination to change.

writing diary is good for you. I should try to write more here. Write everything. My thought, my feeling, my idea, my confession, my unspeakable guilt,love,hate,etc.
I should quit game and mastuxxxxxx. The two things is unharmful in general. ONLY they cost your precious time. They are bad if taken as hobby! You don't getting any rest or refreshment from them.

Guitar . Music. reading. YOGA. Even dreaming is good.

Recently two events change my idea about my future career. First of all, the book of ex-director of Microsoft's accomplishment of building school and library in rural area. This story tells me that every person can contribute to this society if he/she has the determination to do it. Second, "An inconvenient Truth" from Al gore, a documentary about global warming, really motivated me to try to contribute my knowledge to help human society.

Therefore, i am very sure that i won't do research in high-energy physics or cosmology. I will like to do research in optics or condensed matter physics, research that have direct contribution to human society.

English conversation

Yesterday's call was a stunning experience for me.
I have called ets about my problem of additional score report. I stammered. I have to think how to organize my words to a sentence before i can speak to her. BAd.
I have to train my english conversation skills. I can listen well. I can summary listening. But i have to get accustomed to talk in english, to communicate well.

love practise

Yesterday night is unforgettable. Babe want to break up with me. She was so serious that my begging was not workable.
1. i have to reread the man from mars book. Learn what she is thinking about, what she needed most.
2. i have to buy her chocolates, cakes or if i can afford, flower, to her when i want to express my excuse. She think that it is an expression of my sincerity.

life without money

Now i have only nt907 inside my bank. I still owe babe 7800+300=8100 nt dollar.
My salary is enough for me to live here. But i still needs fund for my application.

From the event yesterday, I understand babe more now. It is seems like she is tend not to express her real feeling in some cases. She will felt embarassed to do so. Well, then let is be.

I feel hard to get along with her sometimes. She is irrational sometimes. She followed her emotion not mind. This bother me a lot.

I am burst out of application. It is too cumbersome. Ya, it has been a long journey since i started the preparation. Take a rest from it.
But i have to present my best part to the university. Don't give up the last chance and effort to do it.

English Writing

How do i do today?
First, remember to send the application material as early as i can. It is ultimately important. You wouldn't want your 2 years effort to be ruined by your mail delay!

Control Your Life. Make everything in your life contrallable.

I should work hard on my English writing from now on!