don;t procrastina don'r rush!

I dont like the feeling of rushing.
Just now is a total mistake. i dont know whether the gal have help me to put the right things into the right envelope.
Ok, i hope that next time i have plenty time of doing all these things! Don't rush. don't make things rush. so don't procrastinate!
do the scheduled things well!

btw, don't worry. you know the answer tomorrow whether the uni receive the mail. Even you send the wrong material, you can resend! ok!so don't worry!

things to do

In order to success in future, few things have to put in effort now.
1. human relations:
Babe said that i was poor in my handling of relations with other person around me. I agree on this. And this is important for me to sustain a healthy life, not only for being success in future. Therefore i need to make some effort.
a. reading books on how to improve.
b. find out what is my problems.
c. practise everyday.

2. english
you are good at listening and reading already. Now is the time to practise other two skills: speaking and writing. How to improve?
a. write more: write diary everryday. write report properly. write everything properly and grammatically right.
b. consult on books: learn how to write better.
c. speak more: speak about your research in english. practise speaking with babe.

3. programming skill
I need to have the skill of writing program since i am going to be a theoritical physicist.
Mathematica and fortran should be your priority. Matlab and linux is the second things.

some plan, some idea.

The deadline of ohio and arizona is coming. what things i haven finished?
1. finance
2. report
3. sop

Ok. give me a deadline. finished them before next week!

Doing research has been my passion. just keep on doing it.

Being honest is a very important virtue. Please always remember it! No matter what outcome you think may happened, be honest is always the best method you can apply.

I hope that i can learn fortran and enhanced my skill in computational physics. If i study theoritical physics in U.S., there are a must and you can save time in america when you learn all these things.

month activity fortran mathematica
11 for application 1,2 1
12 for application 3,4 2
1 english speaking 5,6,7 3,4
2 8,9,10 5,6
3 11,12,13 7,8
4 14,15
5
6

i am considering to do social work. I think it will be the best experince i can have. good suggestion?

tendency to positve thinking!

i hope that i can now start again writing diary daily. so that i can regain my power here. I can reflect on what i met and done today.

Ok. I should abandon my tendency of avoidance important thins. i like to procrastinate especially on things i don't like to face. Change this tendency!

I will work hard on everything now. although i don't earn a lot here, i feel very happy here. i understand that doing research is very interesting things to me and i hope that i can carry on doing it. 

earn money!

It is been a long time since the last time i was writing at here.
Now has been the time of applying university.
I feel so sad when i was thinking about my family. I hope that i can earn my phd in 3~4 years so that i can contribute my effort helping my family. I want to earn money to support my brother's education. I want to give them better chance to success. Give them a better living enviroment.