don;t procrastina don'r rush!

I dont like the feeling of rushing.
Just now is a total mistake. i dont know whether the gal have help me to put the right things into the right envelope.
Ok, i hope that next time i have plenty time of doing all these things! Don't rush. don't make things rush. so don't procrastinate!
do the scheduled things well!

btw, don't worry. you know the answer tomorrow whether the uni receive the mail. Even you send the wrong material, you can resend! ok!so don't worry!

things to do

In order to success in future, few things have to put in effort now.
1. human relations:
Babe said that i was poor in my handling of relations with other person around me. I agree on this. And this is important for me to sustain a healthy life, not only for being success in future. Therefore i need to make some effort.
a. reading books on how to improve.
b. find out what is my problems.
c. practise everyday.

2. english
you are good at listening and reading already. Now is the time to practise other two skills: speaking and writing. How to improve?
a. write more: write diary everryday. write report properly. write everything properly and grammatically right.
b. consult on books: learn how to write better.
c. speak more: speak about your research in english. practise speaking with babe.

3. programming skill
I need to have the skill of writing program since i am going to be a theoritical physicist.
Mathematica and fortran should be your priority. Matlab and linux is the second things.

some plan, some idea.

The deadline of ohio and arizona is coming. what things i haven finished?
1. finance
2. report
3. sop

Ok. give me a deadline. finished them before next week!

Doing research has been my passion. just keep on doing it.

Being honest is a very important virtue. Please always remember it! No matter what outcome you think may happened, be honest is always the best method you can apply.

I hope that i can learn fortran and enhanced my skill in computational physics. If i study theoritical physics in U.S., there are a must and you can save time in america when you learn all these things.

month activity fortran mathematica
11 for application 1,2 1
12 for application 3,4 2
1 english speaking 5,6,7 3,4
2 8,9,10 5,6
3 11,12,13 7,8
4 14,15
5
6

i am considering to do social work. I think it will be the best experince i can have. good suggestion?

tendency to positve thinking!

i hope that i can now start again writing diary daily. so that i can regain my power here. I can reflect on what i met and done today.

Ok. I should abandon my tendency of avoidance important thins. i like to procrastinate especially on things i don't like to face. Change this tendency!

I will work hard on everything now. although i don't earn a lot here, i feel very happy here. i understand that doing research is very interesting things to me and i hope that i can carry on doing it. 

earn money!

It is been a long time since the last time i was writing at here.
Now has been the time of applying university.
I feel so sad when i was thinking about my family. I hope that i can earn my phd in 3~4 years so that i can contribute my effort helping my family. I want to earn money to support my brother's education. I want to give them better chance to success. Give them a better living enviroment.

Diary 060111

I get annoyed in the middle of the chat with babe. What made me annoyed? Is it the way she talk? She like to speaking a lots of example and waiting me to answer, but i prefer to listen to her talk. Well, if this is the reason, i think you shouldn't get annoyed. Just simply switch the talk to the other way. Come on, use your brain.

i'll like to say something about my Quantum Mechanics exam. What is the goal of the exam? To test the ability in one specific area. Ok, is it coincidence with the ability of research? For doing a research, you need to learn lots of thing and have a wide variety of ability. Among the abilities that will not be tested out in exam is the ability of finding the materials, self-learning of something new, the construction of the logic and etc. But this cant be tested by the exam now. So, i don't have to care too much about the exam's result except fot the consideration of gpa.

So, to do well in your studying and research work is important and the result of it can be only understood by you.

So, now the exam is over. Got to start doing my report and research work.

Diary 2006-01-10

It's been a long time since i started my circus here. The business was bad.OK. I'll try to make it works.I am still not accustomed to write diary on web. The reason I write here is to practice writing, thinking in front of computer because computer has become such a useful machine that almost everything can be and should be done on it. And also for the reason that the writing test of TOEFL and GRE is tested on computer so it is necessary to be accustom to it before the test.How about today? I think is quite ok. i should stop doing 'that thing' now.Anyway, I study at the morning and afternoon. But something bad happened at the buying of lunch. Babe is calling me and she was worried about her exam. I should try the method introduced in the book' Men from mars' one. Next time i should try to listen to her first before giving her any advice.I go to accompany my babe tonight. It's wonderful. I secretly bought her some apples. She was quite happy about that.Ya, life should be like that. Recently I ask myself ' how is your day' before my sleep. I think that help me to understand what is the most important and urgent things to do now.

可悲的

政府決策者專業知識的貧乏和亂砸錢的作風,讓人覺得氣憤. 你會因為twin tower覺得驕傲嗎?為甚麼你會覺得驕傲?因為他曾是全世界最高的建築物嗎? 台灣人可以為他們的台北101大樓驕傲,畢竟是他們的建築師,工程師作出的成就.反觀我們的twin tower是其他國家的專才作出的,有甚麼值得驕傲?因為出的了這比錢嗎? klia更是笑話,龐大的空間,因為人的流通量太小了. 我國現有需要的不是那些甚麼最大,甚麼第一的硬體設施,而是實用且符合實際需要的建設.我國有很多傑出的人才,但是都外流了,不然這些機場和大樓都可以是本國人建出的. 可悲的..

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before sunset

i have seen this movie twice. Still i wanna watch it again.
The conversation touches me a lot. it makes me think about what is love between man and women.
i hope i can meet someone that i can have such a deep conversation with her.

the purpose of life....

what is the pupose of your life?
i have been thinking about this question since my high school days.
Camus said' why not go to die?'
because afraid of what lying after the death?
we know vaguely for some reason we still carry on living in this world. but when we ponder about the reason, we may find that the reasons are meaningless in some extent.

hello

a new home for me on the web.
i hope i can post some of my reflection in my daily life to share them with u all.
hope everubody can give me ur opinion ,ur feeling towrad my essay.